Sometimes I feel guilty, when I feel, another peoples are leave me. Just go away, without saying anything. I'm the one who sometimes just little bit Introvert. But I can't lie in my self, if I'm so Lonely and down. I have close friend, but he always never care me. So I always feel alone. just to say about little bit joke. He's not!! He's avoid the little things like that. For him, there are more important things than to spend that waste time with me. I try to find little fun outside. But you know, is not easy to looking for.
I'm not the one who can lie in my self. I can't hold my sadness. I can't close my eyes, when I get problem. And, I get insomnia a few nights. I feel fool! Useless!! And anything worst is in Me!!! I lost my self like ago. Nowhere, I have become a LIAR!!! I have become a LOOSER! I feel lost control. I can't hold my self anymore.... Sometimes, I wanna scream. Screaming my foolish.
