I'm the One who will accept You,,, just the way you Are,,,

Sometimes I feel guilty, when I feel, another peoples are leave me. Just go away, without saying anything. I'm the one who sometimes just little bit Introvert. But I can't lie in my self, if I'm so Lonely and down. I have close friend, but he always never care me. So I always feel alone. just to say about little bit joke. He's not!! He's avoid the little things like that. For him, there are more important things than to spend that waste time with me. I try to find little fun outside. But you know, is not easy to looking for.

I'm not the one who can lie in my self. I can't hold my sadness. I can't close my eyes, when I get problem. And, I get insomnia a few nights. I feel fool! Useless!! And anything worst is in Me!!! I lost my self like ago. Nowhere, I have become a LIAR!!! I have become a LOOSER! I feel lost control. I can't hold my self anymore.... Sometimes, I wanna scream. Screaming my foolish.

Unforgetable Grojokan Sewu

Grojokan Sewu is located in Tawangmangu, Central Java. The beautiful waterfall in the middle of forest. The place is very large, until we can't measure it. But is not easy to suppose that place, because we must to pass the street around the mountain. And sometimes, the street are slippery, because of the rain. And as long as on the way, the peoples must be careful, because the situation is very full with fogs. That maybe can make us can't see in front of us.

If we are arrive there, we will see the beautiful views. And that place is famous with the wild monkeys. And we must be careful, because sometimes they will angry if we are not give them some snacks. Or disturb and just to make they move. That is often happen, because we never see the wild monkeys direct. And you know, they are so funny. And we always to touch them. But we must to careful, however they are wild animal.

The weather so cold. And the situation is very comfortable there. We are not feel hot, because there are big trees are cover us. That so amazing place. The place make us comfort and we can forget our busy activity, though just a while. The cool of waterfall is really make our soul calm too. There, we can see many of flowers fertile grow there. And Sure, we never see that view, in the city.

The situation are very crowded, not except on the weekend. A lot of tourist domistic, are come to that place with their family. They are take the picture, make themselves wet because the waterfall, or just sit and talk with their family under the big trees. And see the wild monkeys eat. As long I stay there, I just can see the green so much.Because the situation in the middle of forest. And make us very comfort enough. The unforgetable place that always in our mind.

Youji, You Are The Best

Youji is my best friend. But actually, his complete name is Yogi Aris Vara Wisnu Wardhana. But I just call him, Youji. That is my special call for him. I'm very know him, like he know me so close.We have a lot of similarity. We like very much all about Japannese Culture. Even, he always follow costume player. But i never follow that.Because I haven't self confidence  enough to participate to this event. We like drawing animation picture, we like sing about japannese songs. We like learn  about languages. Like Mandarin, English,and also japan . He likes very much japanese food too. His favorite food is ramen,sukiyaki, and original green tea. But he hate sushi, because its taste is not good and fishy. He is very understand me, respect me too. And he always make me comfort if beside him. I think, we are going to be long time friend, until later.

 He's age 22 years old. His tall about 75 cm. His face is oval. His eyes are black. His hair is  very black and straight. His body is average, not fat and not thin too.His smiles are friendly and make everyone who see him will comfort too. He like to wear casual clothes.

Youji has  a pleasant personality. He is very friendly, kind, and always accept  his friends, just the way they are. He will help me, when I get problem and always afford to make light our problem. And make my tears are dry when I cry. He is the  best friend that ever I have. He's My everything.

And his future plan is, he wants to be animator design. Because  he very loves animation. He wants to be the best animator in Indonesia. And his big dream is, he wants to go to Japan and fight against with the best animator design there. And me, as his friend, I just can support the best for him.

My Daily Activity

Now here, I will introduce my self first, my name is Sentris, I live on Jenggolo Street III, Sidoarjo. I have one sister, she is on junior high school. I study at University of Muhammadiyah, Sidoarjo, and I take Psychology. I work in Vocational High School. In everyday I usually get up at 04.30 am, and then  I clear my bedroom, and I never forget to take a pray first, before I do another activity. After take a pray, I usually clear my home, like sweep,and dishes. After that, I take a bath and prepare myself and breakfast with my family. Because we sure, if we always breakfast in every morning, it can make us more intimate. At 06.15 am, I go to work. And my busy activity are wait right here.

At 11.00 am , I still busy. I must to serve the students that will pay their books. Everyday, I do it alone, sometimes this work are boring. And I feel dull. But I must do, because that my work. And I have choose this one. At 12.00 am, before I lunch, I usually take a pray first, after that, I have lunch with my friends and usually, we are talk about jokes. And then, we go back to the office.

At 16.00 pm, finally my duty already done. And I have to go home. But I have to clear my home first, before take a rest. And then I take a pray. After all are finish, I can take a rest a while. I usually fill my leisure time with read some books or watch TV.  Because I have to know information in other places. After that, I cook in the kitchen to prepare dinner. But I can't dinner with them, because I must prepare to study.

At 17.30 pm, I take a bath, then I prepare my self to next activity. About 18.15 pm, I go to campus to study. Though, I often Sleepy and tired, but I must do this, with patient, certainly. But my tired are lost, when I meet my friends. Because, they are my spirit here. They always beside me, when I need them. sometimes I feel lonely if they aren't here. But how Lucky I'm, because have good friends like them.

And finally, about 21.00 pm, my study is finish. And you know what that mean???  It's time to go home. When I arrive at home, I go to bed early, because my eyes are heavy to open. And tomorrow, my busy day are wait me there. And before I sleep, I always pray and say to thank to God, because has bless me a long day. And in this pray, I always hope, if tomorrow are more better than today. And tomorrow, I can see the sunshine with all my busy day.

Holiday TimE

My Little Story About Holiday Time

I was spend my holiday time with my full activities. In everyday, I must to worked and arrived to the office early morning. Because there was examination. Last examination for Vocational High School. I loved when I saw a lot of students with all their spirit laughed and their self confidence to followed the examination. Because that was positive things that must they did, when they were facing the examination like that. I loved that situation, though I was very busy and tired. I must to served the students that would payed their books. Sometimes, I felt very confused when I saw much peoples in front of me. But I did, because that was a part of my responsibility.

When the afternoon, I was back home. With my all tired, and my little spirit. But I must to cleared my home first, because I hate all the things about dirty! You know, I loved Cleaned ^^". And the all had cleaned, I did my little hobbies, that was listen the music and singing that song too. I loved my hobbies, because they were can loose my dull. When the evening, I usually talked about my all activities at the school with my family. Talked about some jokes. That was very fun, than I must  did something unimportant. We were did often like that, than we were spend our leisure time vain. Because me and my family dislike that.

And I thought, a lot of peoples disagree with me. They were felt bored and dull with my activities, but I loved very much, because that was me. The real of me. That was my little story about holiday time. My lovely holiday^^.

This Is The Real Of Me ^_^